We are not held back by the love we didn’t recieve in the past,
but by the love we are not extending in the present.
Marianne Williamson
I ended my last blog by saying, “we will continue this conversation soon..” well that was June 7th and today is August 24th. So much has happened since that early June day. Family drama, work drama, relationship drama...too much to go into here. Life happens to all of us everyday. Some good, some not so good, but all can be a lesson for us.
I seem to want every experience I face to teach me something or help me evolve into a more complete person. I don’t know if this notion comes with aging or with awareness, but it is there. I want nothing I experience to be in vain or be wasted. Does this come from my worker bee, do do do mentality? Or from a deep personal desire to be the magnificent being God created me to be.
I am at a place where I know deeply that this mundane, yet “busy” life we all seem to live is not at all what our creator had in mind. When I feel this pulling that something is missing or there is something more I ususally end up doing very mindless things like playing games on my computer, watching more movies or TV. Will I distract it away? Will I drown myself in nothingness long enough for it to pass? No ... it never leaves me.
Maybe it is the “I AM” in me nudging me to manifest what I am purposed to be. I know one purpose I have is to bring joy to those I come into contact with. That is not easy at times when my joy is not fully complete. This is why our divine connection with one another is so important for us to be aware of. Today I may need your love to complete my joy, so I can give it to those who need it. Today you may need your husbands strength, to complete your compassion, so you can give it to those who you meet who will need it. Our divine connection cannot be ignored. We need each other.
May your purpose become more evident to you each day and may you live that purpose NOW! Amen and so be it!
